KeepiNDFaith!

The 'I couldn't care more' attitude doesn't seem to work wonder today. I am broken-hearted. That's just it. With every pause at work, I would sigh deep sighs. Tears would threaten to fall down although I am determined not to show it to the world. This too will come to pass, I keep on thinking. Whatever the pain I am going through now I would keep it to my solice. It is time to keep things to myself. It is also time to be brave. Things that are far from reality. I hate to admit it but I'm just not fine.

How do I keep the faith? Does God really love me? There is so much pain....

And then I opened PhilStar's Daily Dose. God loves each one of us as if there were but one of us to love. I am praying hard to continue believing....

The only reliable way to know that God loves us is to consider everything He does for us each day. And if there’s still any doubt, think of what He did to save us! The Bible says, "God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8). Yes, He has clothe me, fed me, gave me strength to enjoy snowboarding, provided me with warm shelter, good friends. I am struggling...

Yes, I'm struggling. But at the end of it all, I would still want to believe and keep my faith alive. All things will come to pass but His love will endure, as it always is, through all time.

My only prayer for today is to give me strength to face it. To give me will to move on. To give me enough faith to keep going even though the future seems bleak. To make me smile again.